What came of the meeting of doctors
was not exactly what we thought it would be.
In fact, we went from escalating things rapidly
to a sudden back pedalling -
to almost where we started from
and our first three needle night post “we will do everything we can to help Ivy overcome her anxiety”
it was worse than ever.
I’m not sure what else I can say about it really.
It was awful
and despite the doctors saying they would have a more evolved plan for the girl by this week
it hasn’t happened
and so it seems all that is left is for us to take a deep breath
and just push on
because there are no better choices right now.
It seems that when we tell the medical professionals that we are unable to cope any longer
to them it means
surely, we must still have something in reserve.
I just wish I could convince the small girl.