Archive for August 2011
Mirror.
“The eyes are the mirror to the soul” ~ yiddish proverb
This weeks theme at I Heart Faces is “focusing on the eyes”.
Those beautiful blue eyes that give everything away the minute you look into them.
Her striking feature.
Getting my Gleek on.
I’ll admit it.
I’m a Glee fan.
All of my family are too – it has been a great reason to get together and has sparked many conversations.
Hands up if you are too.
I watch the show and I miss it when it’s season is finished
and I’ve started watching The Glee Project too.
LOVE it
and today, I went to see the movie.
Oh yeah.
A Gleek.
That’s me.
It’s not just the dancing and the singing.
It’s that it speaks to me in a way that other programs don’t.
I was the fat girl at school.
I hated being that person
but I loved to sing and dance
more than anything else – it was my great escape.
I wished often that I could be the cool, pretty girl,
the thin girl, the one who attracted all the guys
but when I was singing I didn’t think about it any more.
When I was dancing, I felt free.
I was just me
and I was good with that.
When you are a teenager, you feel self conscious about everything,
you worry about appearance and popularity
you stress about being treated as an outcast
and I don’t think it’s really that different in adult life.
The thing is that we are all unique
and the really important thing is that we can all accept that each of us is quirky,
has worries
and issues with who they are if we want to.
It’s something I have tried to teach my children.
I mean look at us -
we are a diverse bunch.
Even within our own family unit.
Special, in our own way.
After years of feeling as though I was not good enough for this world
I know I have days now when I think,
you know what,
I am okay.
Watching the movie with my family
I felt this strange kind of pride that this show has almost allowed many people to evolve and be true to themselves
and helped others to see that there is beauty in diversity.
The geeks, the popular kids, those with special needs, the people who are gay, straight, everything in between and the fat kids -
we all have a place.
We make up a rich tapestry of humanity.
So, I’m a gleek and proud.
How about you?
Things I know – the getting back into the swing of things edition.
Sometimes you know you are never going to top the last few days of blogging but you just have to push through it.
Shae’s meme is a great way to do that.
Here are some of the things I know from this week:
I know that first post hospital weeks are always full on.
Catching up with school, housework and other things -
and sometimes you curse because you’ve missed stuff that you really shouldn’t have but can’t help
and then you feel all kinds of awful.
I know the small girl loves pumpkin soup and when she refuses dinner four nights in a row, peeling and chopping up pumpkin doesn’t seem like a chore.
Okay, maybe a bit of a chore
because to feed nine people pumpkin soup requires cutting up a whole jap (and that takes up two trays in the oven)
and your fingers will turn orange.
I know that my oven looks really clean in the photos (and really, it isn’t)
and that I am sitting here wondering why I have a sudden obsession with photographing things in my oven
and now I am craving baked pumpkin soup with crusty bread and real butter.
I know crusty bread with real butter is the enemy
along with ice cream, chocolate and creme brulee
all of which I have wanted this week
and may or may not have eaten.
I know that Ivy has very sore ears and has been a ball of misery many nights this week
but that there has been no perforation of ear drums
and I am keeping my fingers crossed that things will settle soon.
I know doctors don’t think of families who live over an hour from the hospital
but still expect them to be at an appointment at 7am on Monday morning.
I may or may not have told said doctor what I thought about that.
We may still be expected at seven.
I know that even though we have fifty gajillion pirate outfits in the house, the small boy will want to be Dig the Dog for Book Week
and I will spend the greater part of my week searching out materials and patterns to make said costume.
I know that as soon as I have the last thing on the list the small boy will say “actually, I think I would like to be a wizard”.
I know that I will throw my hands up in horror and tell the wizard, pirate boy that he will be going as Dig the Dog.
I may have hidden the wizard costume
and the wand.
I know that he will come to me with cuddles a while later and ask me if I am okay
and I will say yes and ask if he is alright, in return
and he will answer with “so long as you are okay, I’m okay”
and I won’t know whether to laugh or cry at the cuteness.
I know I wanted to put a photo of Noah in here of him in his wizard costume but aside from taking photos of pumpkin
I seem to have neglected to pick up my camera.
Maybe I’ll put a belated one in here when I find the costume again.
I know that I love this photo and I just want to show it off:
I know I want to write about confidence and aging parents and the P & C women up at the school,
and also about my sister
but I’m worried that the words won’t come out right and so those posts will probably sit in drafts, like one I found yesterday that is over a year old.
I know I wonder whether other people hang onto draft posts for that long.
What are some of the things you know from this week?
Her other good news – almost Wordless Wednesday.
I can’t really top yesterday’s news but after two weeks in the hospital, she really has had a very good start to the week.
On Monday afternoon, Ivy,
nominated by her sweet brother (please note his proud smiling face at the front of the assembly, actually, I think he’s talking. Noah! Stop talking, eyes to the front!)
and voted in by her class,
was sworn in as the kindergarten member of the Student Representative Council.
Oh, and she got bangs – her first ever fringe.
Not quite sure how I feel about it
but the girl thinks she is the ants pants.
I’m playing along with Trish’s Aussie Wordless Wednesday.























