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July 12th, 2009 by Tiff

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I hate leaving them.

I love being at home, with the warm fire and the comfortable old lounge.

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I love the noise.

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I love the big wet kisses from the smallest boy and the easy flow of words from the other kids.

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Waking up to smiling faces and stories about trucks and aeroplanes and hearing all about their dreams.

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I miss them when I’m here

but

I hate being away from her too.

I feel like a part of me is missing when I’m not with her.

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I hate feeling torn.

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23 Responses  
Blossom (102 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 7:10 pm

oh hon,
of course you feel torn……..you are a mother and I guess the guilt comes with the territory.

lots of hugs and love

Marylin (120 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 7:10 pm

Oh sweety, it really is a catch 22 isn’t it?

((huge hugs)) xx

M & B writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 7:22 pm

Thinking of you, honey. But cannot come up with any solutions to help you not feel torn xoxox

SquiggleMum (19 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 7:27 pm

Still praying.
xx

Alison (136 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 7:40 pm

Sticky tape?

Sorry. I got nothing.

((hugs))

Lilprecious writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 8:56 pm

The many emotions of motherhood…
Hoping and praying that you and Ivy will be home soon…

Veronica (477 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 9:14 pm

(((hugs)))

Putting Amy to bed tonight, she snuggled me and said ‘Amy is your baby?’ I replied ‘Yes, Amy is my baby.’ She snuggled closer, looked at me and said ‘I love you Mum.’

Relevance? None. I just thought I’d share. I love your photos.

sunnyroadmum (23 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 9:42 pm

I so wish you didn’t have to feel so pulled in different directions. ((hugs)) xoxo

Brenda (45 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 10:02 pm

oh Tiff…sending all my warm and fuzzies to you. You’re a great mum and your kids know that! And I know in my heart that they want you to stay and make everything better for their baby sister.xxxxx

Xbox4NappyRash (314 comments.) writes:
July 12th, 2009 at 11:37 pm

beautiful words & pictures, terrible situation.

Barbara (156 comments.) writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 1:33 am

It’s awful. The boy was only briefly in hospital but all the time I was with him I wanted to be with the girl and the husband and when I spent some time out with the girl I just wanted to be with the boy. I don’t think there is a solution, other than having everyone move into hospital with you. I’m so sorry.

maiden53 (10 comments.) writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 3:30 am

Sorry, Tiff. I love your pics! I get the missing the “noise”… not “noise” to us at all, is it? :-) It is more like music!

You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you get to go home soon!

Jeanette (228 comments.) writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 5:35 am

It’s so very crap that you even have to choose! Hope you both get home soon

frogpondsrock (212 comments.) writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 7:13 am

I am here I just don’t have any words…

Mum writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 8:54 am

Yes, it’s an awful feeling but not much longer before you can feel together & whole again. Let’s hope this time, you won’t need to feel this way again. Great photos! as always. xoxo

Jennette writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 9:05 am

So hearbreaking. My heart really goes out to you and your family.

HUGS

Danielle (64 comments.) writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 11:51 am

I am crying for you. I hate leaving one of them behind. It is so hard. I can’t imagine having more than the two. I am thinking about you and praying that this time around is quick. When are they going to do the Port?

river writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 7:27 pm

I understand you feeling torn, but maybe this is the last time? Great photos.
P.S. I hate sloppy wet kisses, I always made my kids kiss my cheek.

Fe (1 comments.) writes:
July 13th, 2009 at 9:38 pm

Oh Tiff… stunning pics…. I can’t imagine how awful it is to be so torn.

((((( big hugs ))))))) xoxoxox

Suzie (65 comments.) writes:
July 14th, 2009 at 1:23 am

How hard. IM so sorry you all have to go through this

Lamia (2 comments.) writes:
July 14th, 2009 at 1:49 am

First of all I’d like to say that I am 16, and that I follow this blog religiously. It sometimes hurts my heart, but usually it makes me smile becuase the story unfolding before me is so full of strength. My little sister just turned five and has had many health problems along the way. I’ve been away at college with my older sister and only see her occasionally, and so I understand what you’re feeling although in a very different way. I just wanted to tell you to hang in there, I’m praying for you and Ivy and the whole family :) God Bless.

Hyphen Mama (293 comments.) writes:
July 14th, 2009 at 5:01 am

I love that first photo! I love all of them, but the first is precious beyond words.

My heart aches for you!

Kelley @ Magnetoboldtoo (157 comments.) writes:
July 14th, 2009 at 10:39 am

there are no right words to say in a situation like this, so I will say nothing.

Wait…

Never mind.

Smootches sweetie.


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