I adressed my issues with the paed.
I told him about trust and how important it was to me.
I told him how hard it was for me to trust.
Especially doctors.
I told him that for me to trust anyone with my children’s health was a big thing.
I think he got it.
I told him where I was coming from and how much it had hurt - the accusation.
I told him I had spent such a long time learning to trust myself and that his words had burned.
He apologised.
Profusely.
And then he told me he liked golf and wore Ruggers.

That:
was an overshare, my friends.
I didn’t mind though because it meant things were on their way to being back to normal.